Today was a day of mixed feelings. Excitement, anger, misery,…….jealousy!
I always talk about how I adore my writing and focus my person to do the best. It seems petty but it felt like a stab on my work. It was declared as pathetic and lacked elements for an excellent spell. It hurt and I felt this shock of jealousy when my mentor was all praise for my colleagues work. Jealousy, mixed with betrayal, tastes bitter and metallic.
I brave compassion and team work but today, the way I felt, was horrible.
My work seems to get rejected, my focus distracted and my thoughts scattered and incomplete.
And I feel broken.